appear offline is because dunwan see you are available to chat.. when i see it, will feel want to find u chat.. but sometimes just like, duno whether find you chat is correct or not..
just feel myself very 矛盾.... although know that it is impossible, but still waiting like an idiot.. hate this feeling much !
really 伪装 till very tired edy.. want to stop all these stupid things.. but what to do ? how can i stop all these things..?
wish to have an easy life.. chase a girl who i love.. become couple with her.. than marry with her and build up a family... but when can i found that girl ? have no confident at all...
knew that currently studies is most important things..! but i also need someone who really close to me.. accompany whenever i want.. take care me when i m sick..! know that i say like that shows how not independent i am.. I also a human..! human are fragile..
tomorrow will be better !