What should i do ? Continue or not to continue ?

The feeling of losing not good ! try hard to win every game !
Want to win.. Not to lose always inside my mind !
I can do it !

this coming sunday inter-faculty basketball competition liao.. must push up myself to help my team win as much as we can ! good luck ! first time lead them to competition.. all the best !
Michelle, you also lah ! good luck ! take the champion back !

This coming Sunday is our first game of basketball competition.. Team mates, do your best to achieve our goal... Good Luck !

appear offline is because dunwan see you are available to chat.. when i see it, will feel want to find u chat.. but sometimes just like, duno whether find you chat is correct or not..
just feel myself very 矛盾.... although know that it is impossible, but still waiting like an idiot.. hate this feeling much !
really 伪装 till very tired edy.. want to stop all these stupid things.. but what to do ? how can i stop all these things..?
wish to have an easy life.. chase a girl who i love.. become couple with her.. than marry with her and build up a family... but when can i found that girl ? have no confident at all...
knew that currently studies is most important things..! but i also need someone who really close to me.. accompany whenever i want.. take care me when i m sick..! know that i say like that shows how not independent i am.. I also a human..! human are fragile..
tomorrow will be better !

我要找个很漂亮的女朋友....

今天！就是今天...进四强的机会就看今天了！
希望今天不会再有任何的失误害到队友们输了这场比赛！加油啊！